to seek the truth in life is the strife that we face in reality instantly we seek and sort through our own spirituality ignite the light to focus beyond the hallowed darkness of despair thickness of fulfilled tears dripping formin into air staring into the abyss to resist the thoughts of exist for instance when we seek the truth in life is it the strife that we face but yet we are lucky for these times because we are just steps in getting closer to GOD.
 

in the days that come i mix till four o'clock

short hand runs to the sounds of tic toc

only music can lull  me to sleep

i am blocked from the sandman

welcome mind named nomad to sleep with me..

 as keys sit quietly and the mouse doth plays

body alseep but ears wideawake.

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Long time no blog?? yup well i am back just to write this lyrics that i really enjoyed hearing when i was up in chicago this summer and a local jazz band was playing it. the lady had pipes and the instrumentals were very touching...

i know many of you have heard this song

Summertime and the livin' is easy
Fish are jumpin' and the cotton is fine
Oh your Daddy's rich and your ma is good lookin'
So hush little baby, don't you cry
One of these mornings
You're goin' to rise up singing
Then you'll spread your wings
And you'll take the sky
But till that morning
There's a nothin' can harm you
With daddy and mammy standin' by

-Sarah Vaughn

don't know the day that i realize change is everything and everything is about me. for me to change and retrospectively see how life is suppose to be no matter how much the rain is pouring no matter how much the sun is shining i am still revolving around a self revolution the same time the earth moves around it's tilted axis...

im out...

the sun rises to greet the moon a new beginning to grow and to consume the new things in life we must learn from to grow and to bloom there are many things that we should be thankful for and the first one should be you.. HAPPY EASTER!!!

a new leaf is turned a new breeze is passing inhale and exhale it's spring a time of renewal..

my eyes have always been open but only is it know that i can see.. awakened me from this dream to only find out that i was blinded..damn that's deep..dustin everything off from my head to my feet..

That's RIGHT good things comes to those who wait and those who have suuffffered to long..